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ah....long holiday cuming....but once these 5 days r over... the real battle starts....1st is oral...then prelims.... argh. what am i doing here?? i spoilt my own study plan...dammit...i slacked the whole day... nvm gif myself a break b4 i chiong for the next few days... im gonna catch "spirited away" later!! damn nice show....watch le will cry de lehx...

wu jiong was damn upset by our class today...well i din feel so guilty for not doing my work initially...but after tt i saw him feeling so worried for our class... and how so many pple in class were touched by him... i tink i beri bad leh =p i haf no time wad...and itx not tt i nv do loh...i juz din finish it... haix 2nd time being thrown out of the class in the week... what the hell...i tink me super guai liao loh...juz beri sway la...hahaha.... but itx not tt my chinese results sux... so actually he need not worry too much abt me..haha me beri OTOT de ma.. i plan my own schedule de....

my hamster is so sick!!! i tot he juz having diarrhoea....so i feed him wif vitamins everyday...but later i realised tt his limbs r getting COLD!! omg omg... n he cant open his right eye...could it be a stroke?? is he dying?? ahh....dun die now leh... muz pei me go thru o'levels ma... otherwise my mood will be so affected loh...dammit... =( i wanted to bring him to sch coz many pple miss him... but lidat it seems tt i cant loh... i scared he will feel sick on the way to sch then die faster.... =XxX nvm.... *pray* hope he ji2 shu3 tian1 xiang4....get well soon...

dunno y nowadays....my "revision" often ends up wif my tots being drifted away... i oways start to tink of other things while i study....or i end up studying lyrics n sing instead of memorising my tb... aww. so not focused rite. i wonder how other pple's revision r getting along... as unproductive as mine?? lolx... i realised tons of my fucking notes r gone...how do i revise?? where did i stuff them after mid yr??? oh no... all my fault...dammit i haf so many things tt i dun even noe which of them r gone.. until when i wanna find them then i realised they r not wif me.... huh where else can they be except in sch and at home....but i searched my pile of shit n juz couldnt find them... damn sian one loh.

ahhh i tink i miss him more n more. it feels juz lyk sum1 has left u 4eva -.- i feel so tragic... n i tink i beri stupid... oways imagining tt he's there... but the fact is.... where did he go? is he reading this now? =/ probably not... haha... i feel damn miserable leh... nobody can make me cry more than him... but crying doesnt mean bad things happened ma... even if he oways make me cry...cant it be tears of joy?? haha...crap... i cry coz i miss him k... lolx.. is he cuming back... =( or izzit a goodbye forever... hai... fate oways lyk to zhuo1 nong4 pple... y make us cherish after everything is lost.. whats the point of regretting when everything is gone n cant be brought back... is this what u call love?

Love is Always worth the Wait

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